Cara <3

Okay well...
Today was eventful.
I had my huge service plan meeting at school (missed two classes though it was a half day)
Sara screamed shut up to a group of senior football players and got the entire lunch room to go "OOOOOHHHHHHH"

And my cousin was hit by a car.
She has a broken rib, her one lung deflated (but it's fine now) her entire back has the skin peeled off it (also her hands), she's bone bruised along all of her one side, broke her foot, and was unconscious (she has a major concussion) and they're checking for possible brain damage. She's still in ICU. That asshole wasnt even watching the fucking road. I honestly wanna drive over there and run his foot over >.>;

;_; I will post more news as it comes!

Stress-down! STRESS DOWN!

Latest news:


Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (10:29:38 PM)
I went out to my mom's room and pretty much  sat down and stared at her back for like 15 minutes before she turned around, looked at me, and asked what was wrong
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (10:29:44 PM)
and I broke down because apparently all this stress has actually been really hurting me XD
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (10:29:49 PM)
so she called the guidance counselor, we spoke on speaker phone for a while figuring it out, and the guidance counselor wrote a letter to my teachers saying it wasn't their job anymore to tell me when and what tests/work I need to make up
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (10:30:07 PM)
and it'll be done as soon as I can etc. plus she made it so I dont have any tests this week since I've been out of school for 3 weeks out of the 6 this quarter. 
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (10:30:16 PM)
so I have time to study and make up the ones I already have, she got all concerned when my mom brought up how stressed I was x.o
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (10:30:21 PM)
then I went downstairs, collapsed in my dogs little... bed... thingy... and ate some chocolate ice cream and I feel like just falling asleep
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 331/1000 says: (10:32:07 PM)
imma go take a hot shower
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 331/1000 says: (10:32:19 PM)
and hopefully drop a shit load of stress I've been carrying.

Shitload of Bullshit?

Okay so.
Imma type this really shortly.
Today me and sara and jess were staying after school waiting for our rides, this security guy had a stick up his ass and yelled at us for not leaving (if you know the background with them locking down all the lockers and academic wings this would annoy you too) and so I'm like "FINE I'LL GO CALL HER" so I go outside to get signal and call my mother, while sara holds the door open for me (since they've locked that now too) I turn around talking to my mother, when I hang up and turn back, sara is being yelled at by the security guard, he comes, shuts the door, and goes to the wall and stands against it watching. I'm like "wtf" and sara mouths "he wont fucking let me open the door" So I call my mother back explaining the situation, she gets pissed and drives over here a.s.a.p, tells sara to open the door, sara opens the door, my mother grabs all my stuff and marches to the security guard telling him if either of us get in trouble for such anal rules hell would pay. **He wrote us up anyways** meanwhile jess couldn't get to her locker and her mother is screaming at the other security guard about it, this senior comes up, is told he can't go into the building... is MAJORLY pissed because he never agreed to such "fucking rules" at the beginning of the year, and calls the USC police. End of story, we left then.

Lovely load of bull shit huh? Nope not done yet.
I come home stressed out because I have so many tests and school work to catch up on, am talking to Ash, Diddy and Gabe (my mistake...)

Gabe is depressed for who knows what reason, apparently I don't care xD (at this point I dont anymore)

He starts ranting about how he cant trust anyone, and how he can only trust his two online friends and I'm like "okay same with me /shrug" and here's how this convo ended:

Phoenix Wright says: (8:15:25 PM)
its the exact opposite as everone else here
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (8:15:36 PM)
a lot more people care about you than you give them credit for xD
Phoenix Wright says: (8:15:44 PM)
...
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (8:15:46 PM)
and you honestly dont give some of us a chance.
Phoenix Wright says: (8:15:46 PM)
not rly :\
Lizz: USC... What's next? - 330/1000 says: (8:15:49 PM)
see?
Phoenix Wright says: (8:15:58 PM)
eh :\
Phoenix Wright says: (8:16:04 PM)
i kinda dont need to give you a chance

At this point I was kinda like "uhhh... I wasn't talking about me o.o; (in my head I didnt get a chance to type before he ultimately pissed me off... which is RARE, I hardly get actually pissed)

"Phoenix Wright says: (8:16:11 PM)
seeing as what you do to your other friends"

-sigh- looks like someone never got the point the last time. I had gotten pissed at him before for insulting my FRIENDS not ME. If he doesn't like how we act, he can move somewhere else and get his ass kicked when he realizes... it's NO different any other place. Florida was different because he GREW UP there, it's sad when some people don't understand this. I've moved enough to know. **I blocked him by the way**. I've given him a second chance, he blew it. Amusingly he texted me clarifying he didnt mean the YOU to be specifically me, but the other people (my friends)... didn't help his case much. Pretty helpless case, he thinks I took it as a direct assault (which I did at first). Classic male clueless syndrome.

I'm done with bullshit for today XD
I might block his number on my cell, I'm not sure about how I'm going to react to this. I dont want to talk to him now for sure, but I don't know how many chances a moron should get.

A little advice to any guy that reads this:
NEVER insult a girl's friends. you'll get your ass kicked for sure. Go ahead and test that.