End of the bad festivals (Drum-offs)

Today marked the end of the band festivals!
Which means, sadly...
All seniors, will now... never... have a band festival with the USC band ;=;
*claps* ;===; We'll miss yooouuu.

Anyways it was so much fun XD
We were in a freakin awesome mood... (we as in... the drumline *duh*)
Kish taught us less informed drummers what superman and strawberry shortcake means -.-"
Then...
a band played the song superman.
Which made us all laugh hysterically. o_o;;
It was a bit sad. and no, I will NOT define those terms.

Intermission... blah blah,
We lined up and warmed up...
Pinscer and Colleen were not there so the bass drums were down to 4 and the tenors down to 1.
(COLLEEN I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY AND CAN GET BACK WITH US SOON! X_x We all know about the car accident -sob-)
Anyways, we had about 2 more bands in front of us before we could go...
And we could not talk at ALL...
so Johnny makes this HUGE inspirational speech which, ironically made us all laugh XDD
then we lined up on the hill.... and had to stay there standing still and quiet for over 30 minutes ._. (or so it felt like... it was a REALLY long time.)
While...
Johnny was making laps around us o_o clapping our hands and shouting inspirational stuff... the ENTIRE time.
And thats impressive if you know the size of our marching band...
So of course we all thought he was on crack...
until he slide the one lap...
and we all concluded he was drunk ^^;; Go Johnny! (he's fine... he wasnt drunk XD)

So blah blah, we go...
then o_O Some guest band from... WV?......
goes...
and they're... fucking professional o_O It was like robots.
And the dancers...
were all the same height...
around the same weight....
same exact hair cut....
same hair color....
same makeup...
Talk. about. losing. any. individuality. you. had. left.

ANYHOO!

The band festival was fcking awesome XD
To sum it up...
Oh and Mr. Jones was not there (cough... the reason why it was awesome... cough...)

--------

To my bass drum circle of love~
I love you guyyysss XD
Cant wait to see you guys at K-wood Fright Night (We got free tickets WOOT WOOT)
KEEP IT UP!

Over and out- *ba-boom*

Part 2 of the Convo

Mdiddy says: (7:26:41 PM)
Hey ice? : (

Eric says: (7:27:00 PM)
hmmmm?

Mdiddy says: (7:27:34 PM)
Are.. are you "blood"? : (

Eric says: (7:27:59 PM)
I throw it up =(

Mdiddy says: (7:28:04 PM)
Just checking ;=;

Mdiddy says: (7:28:12 PM)
I don't want to see bloods not be throwing it up : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:28:18 PM)
o_O;;;;;

Mdiddy says: (7:28:18 PM)
Might have to pop a cap or two : (

Eric says: (7:28:20 PM)
XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:28:29 PM)
Okay I went from confused to very confused

Mdiddy says: (7:29:13 PM)
Jzingigty klzamzabah, uhanto aeslata quoh? : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:29:36 PM)
;=; explain please

Mdiddy says: (7:29:49 PM)
Now you're not just confused, you're also in a foreign land : (

Eric says: (7:29:55 PM)
XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:30:07 PM)
*starts speaking the little german I know to balance it out* ;=;

Mdiddy says: (7:30:19 PM)
German don't work in Diddy City B|

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:30:31 PM)
*gets shot* o_o;;

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:30:37 PM)
yer city is violent D:

Mdiddy says: (7:30:46 PM)
Ice is a gang leader : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:30:54 PM)
>.>

Mdiddy says: (7:30:55 PM)
The D-town trickstas : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:31:08 PM)
*wind breaks ice in half*

Mdiddy says: (7:31:16 PM)
What? XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:31:19 PM)
the gang lives no more ;=;

Mdiddy says: (7:31:35 PM)
Oh, I thought you meant like.. wind broke a piece of ice XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:31:39 PM)
oh XD

Mdiddy says: (7:31:49 PM)
I capitalize the I : (

Eric says: (7:31:51 PM)
I did too

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:31:53 PM)
>.>

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:31:56 PM)
*fails*

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:32:01 PM)
-siiiggghhh- >_>

Mdiddy says: (7:32:01 PM)
Sure do : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:32:05 PM)
jerk XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:32:23 PM)
fine I'll capitalize the I next time >_>

Mdiddy says: (7:33:02 PM)
That's right >: D

Mdiddy says: (7:33:45 PM)
I bet from now on, you'll keep typing "ice" and then go back and say "Damn, forgot to caps it >:/" and have to backspace and retype >: D

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:34:14 PM)
........

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:34:23 PM)
*kicks you into rattle city*

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:34:28 PM)
>: D

Mdiddy says: (7:34:46 PM)
Nice little ghost town you got here. Almost saw someone : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:34:52 PM)
oh thats mean XD

Mdiddy says: (7:35:12 PM)
*moves in* : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:35:17 PM)
*hugs* ;=;

Mdiddy says: (7:35:24 PM)
*hug* XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:35:27 PM)
you live in a ghost town XD

Mdiddy says: (7:35:44 PM)
You don't live in your own town? : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:35:54 PM)
*shifty eyes*

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:35:56 PM)
maaaybe ;=;

Mdiddy says: (7:36:06 PM)
*moves into your house* : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:36:21 PM)
XD yay!

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:36:42 PM)
my house consists of a cardboard box ;D welcome!

Mdiddy says: (7:37:10 PM)
I call box : ( *kicks you out*

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:37:20 PM)
*twitches on the road*

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:37:26 PM)
*gets run over by a ghost truck*

Mdiddy says: (7:38:27 PM)
Gh-gh-gh-gh-GHOST TRUCK! GHOOOOST TRUCK! DUNANA! DU! DU! DUNANANANAN! DUNANA! GHOOOO-O-OOOOO-O-OOOOOOOOST!! ... truck XO

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:38:42 PM)
XD *truck runs away*

Mdiddy says: (7:38:50 PM)
: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:39:03 PM)
;-;

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:39:20 PM)
I so glad you're sad that the truck ran away XD

Mdiddy says: (7:39:27 PM)
>: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:39:35 PM)
*peels self off of the road* XDD

Mdiddy says: (7:40:10 PM)
Where's our friendly chunk of frozen water? : (

Eric says: (7:40:11 PM)
what? XD

Mdiddy says: (7:40:14 PM)
ICE :C

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:40:19 PM)
XD

Eric says: (7:40:19 PM)
i so glad you sad truck go away!

Mdiddy says: (7:40:23 PM)
XDDD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:40:27 PM)
wait what XD

Mdiddy says: (7:40:27 PM)
Eskimo talk XD

Eric says: (7:40:30 PM)
XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:40:31 PM)
yeaaa XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:41:04 PM)
mk Imma go now XD Im tired

Mdiddy says: (7:41:12 PM)
For the night? : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:41:15 PM)
yea ;=;

Mdiddy says: (7:41:18 PM)
<: (

Mdiddy says: (7:41:22 PM)
Be on tomorrow, or... ? :c

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:41:29 PM)
I should have been off the computer oh say.... 40 minutes ago?

Eric says: (7:41:30 PM)
later Rattleeee

Mdiddy says: (7:41:33 PM)
XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:41:35 PM)
I should be online tomorrow :333

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:41:39 PM)
Bye mummy XD

Mdiddy says: (7:41:40 PM)
Okay. Goodnight Xd *hug*

Mdiddy says: (7:41:42 PM)
*XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 202/1000 says: (7:41:45 PM)
bye diddy XD *hugs*

((End))

Best Convo with Diddy and Mummy (Eric)

((Beware, this will be a LONG post))

Mdiddy says: (6:23:00 PM)
Mahatma Gandhi's #21 on a list of alltime greatest heroes in movies. I don't think he should be on it. He's an actual person XD

Eric says: (6:23:49 PM)
ya, Gandhi shouldnt be in it

Mdiddy says: (6:24:20 PM)
Documentaries shouldn't count. As cool as he is, a list of movie heroes should only be movie heroes : (

Eric says: (6:25:11 PM)
ya XD and if its based off a book or something like Star Wars is ( I bet Luke Skywalker is somewhere on that list) they should be someone that was made into a really popular movie too =/

Eric says: (6:25:37 PM)
like Gandalf Id count over Gandhi, just cause LOTR movies were super succesful =/

Eric says: (6:25:46 PM)
and hes fictional

Mdiddy says: (6:25:54 PM)
Luke's not on the list, but Han Solo and Obi Wan were XD

Eric says: (6:26:02 PM)
XD yay

Eric says: (6:26:15 PM)
I dont like Star Wars much XD

Mdiddy says: (6:26:21 PM)
Me neither XD

Mdiddy says: (6:26:45 PM)
I don't really like Star Trek at all, and don't see how it could have a huge nerd fanbase XD

Mdiddy says: (6:27:11 PM)
At least Starwars has lightsaber duels. Star Trek just has cheap lazer animations : (

Eric says: (6:27:35 PM)
XD I dunno, but it has a a huge one

Eric says: (6:27:55 PM)
maybe cause the bad guys in it are awesome and its just...got more adventures cause they change every episode?

Mdiddy says: (6:28:18 PM)
Some people just love sci-fi XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:28:26 PM)
ew sci-fi XD

Eric says: (6:29:18 PM)
XD you dont like it?

Mdiddy says: (6:29:51 PM)
Rattle loves sci-fi : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:29:58 PM)
>___>;;

Mdiddy says: (6:30:05 PM)
Her dream is to command a star cruiser one day : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:30:11 PM)
Ew XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:30:20 PM)
I'd crash it and die XD

Eric says: (6:30:51 PM)
XD sci-fi can be cool sometimes

Mdiddy says: (6:30:52 PM)
I don't really like Starwars, but if I had one of those Forestwalkers that scared all the little Ewoks, I'd ride it around town XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:30:59 PM)
sometimes ;o

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:31:04 PM)
brb x.x im hungry

Eric says: (6:31:11 PM)
okay

Eric says: (6:31:19 PM)
forestwalkers are cool XD what are they called for real?

Mdiddy says: (6:31:34 PM)
Forgot XD

Eric says: (6:32:06 PM)
XD

Eric says: (6:32:12 PM)
its just like random letters and numbers I think XD

Eric says: (6:32:20 PM)
like RMK-63

Mdiddy says: (6:32:51 PM)
C3PO : (

Eric says: (6:33:13 PM)
XDDD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:37:15 PM)
>: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:37:24 PM)
I cant eat soup with my left hand XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:37:43 PM)
no spoon mouth coordination ._.

Mdiddy says: (6:38:07 PM)
*holds a spoon of soup up to your mouth* : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:38:11 PM)
>_>;;

Eric says: (6:38:12 PM)
XD I cant either, Im really bad at it

Mdiddy says: (6:38:24 PM)
Open >:C

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:38:35 PM)
*shakes head* >_>

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:38:43 PM)
>__>;;

Mdiddy says: (6:38:48 PM)
Rattle Star, you open your mouth this INSTANT >:C

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:38:52 PM)
o_o

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:38:55 PM)
*snorts* XD

Mdiddy says: (6:39:05 PM)
Fine. Starve : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:39:10 PM)
wah XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:39:15 PM)
I feel like a baby now XD

Mdiddy says: (6:39:26 PM)
Would YOU like some soup, ICEBERG? >: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:39:30 PM)
XDD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:39:35 PM)
*jumps off a cliff*

Mdiddy says: (6:39:48 PM)
*catches you* >: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:39:50 PM)
;=;

Mdiddy says: (6:39:58 PM)
There will be no cliff-jumping while I'm the babysitter >: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:40:04 PM)
>___>;;;

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:40:11 PM)
*pours soup on you* ;=;

Eric says: (6:40:17 PM)
XD

Mdiddy says: (6:40:21 PM)
Yum-yum : ( *licks it off*

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:40:22 PM)
Diddy smells like chicken!

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:40:48 PM)
ew D: that was my soup!

Mdiddy says: (6:41:12 PM)
Well now it's mine >: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:41:19 PM)
fine ;-;

Eric says: (6:44:52 PM)
XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:45:02 PM)
weirdo ;=;

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:45:10 PM)
*starves*

Mdiddy says: (6:45:21 PM)
You had your chance : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:45:32 PM)
*dies*

Mdiddy says: (6:46:38 PM)
*squeezes his shirt into a bowl*

Mdiddy says: (6:46:40 PM)
Drink up : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:46:49 PM)
o_o

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:46:53 PM)
*twitch*

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:47:25 PM)
you know..... if you didnt already know that I had poured soup on you... that sounds really weird XD

Mdiddy says: (6:47:36 PM)
XDDDDD

Mdiddy says: (6:47:46 PM)
Wait, when'd you pour soup on me? : o

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:48:08 PM)
right before you licked it off?

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:48:13 PM)
o_o *points up*

Mdiddy says: (6:48:35 PM)
.. BD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:48:38 PM)
XD

Mdiddy says: (6:49:58 PM)
My dad was using my new hair stuff that my aunt bought for me : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:50:05 PM)
o_o

Eric says: (6:50:07 PM)
=( does he look bad with it?

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:50:14 PM)
hide it! D:

Mdiddy says: (6:50:21 PM)
He has shitty gray-patched 1-inch hair XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:50:52 PM)
XDD

Mdiddy says: (6:51:06 PM)
I probably won't be able to get any more when it's gone, so I want to use as much as I can myself and not have him waste it on his hair that nothing could help : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:51:18 PM)
XDDD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:51:21 PM)
hide it ;-;

Mdiddy says: (6:51:28 PM)
I did, but he looks for stuff >:/

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:51:32 PM)
x_X

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:51:37 PM)
hide it in a different room?

Mdiddy says: (6:51:43 PM)
*does* : (

Eric says: (6:51:47 PM)
=(

Eric says: (6:51:53 PM)
why does his hair lok bad? XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:52:01 PM)
look* : (

Mdiddy says: (6:52:38 PM)
He has a really uncombed Caesar-style haircut, and it has random patches of grayness, and it's short and bristley XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:52:44 PM)
XD

Eric says: (6:54:20 PM)
XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:54:36 PM)
o_O my fingers randomly stopped tingling

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:54:40 PM)
I think thats good

Eric says: (6:54:45 PM)
that issss

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:54:50 PM)
but now my wrist is killing -.-

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:54:54 PM)
@____@;;

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:54:59 PM)
Can I just chop my hand off?

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:55:58 PM)
:/

Mdiddy says: (6:56:27 PM)
You need a shiatsu massage : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:56:42 PM)
a what massage? o_o

Mdiddy says: (6:56:54 PM)
Shiatsu : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:57:06 PM)
whats that? ;o

Mdiddy says: (6:57:16 PM)
Ancient Japanese massage technique : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:57:21 PM)
oh xD

Mdiddy says: (6:57:24 PM)
Pretty famous. Thought you'd know it XD

Mdiddy says: (6:57:35 PM)
You could get a Swedish massage too : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:57:54 PM)
Sweeedddiiiissshhhh XD

Mdiddy says: (6:58:06 PM)
I wish I had some swiss emmentel XD

Mdiddy says: (6:58:23 PM)
*emmental : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (6:58:31 PM)
whats that ;-;

Eric says: (6:58:31 PM)
emmental?

Mdiddy says: (6:58:38 PM)
Swiss cheese : (

Mdiddy says: (6:58:45 PM)
The white kind with holes in it XD

Eric says: (6:58:47 PM)
XD

Mdiddy says: (6:59:08 PM)
Some kinds of cheeses are nasty, but some kinds are really good XD

Mdiddy says: (7:00:05 PM)
If cows could lactate already-made swiss cheese, I would bite off their utters and plunge my hand in to pull it out in globs : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:00:20 PM)
o___o

Eric says: (7:00:31 PM)
XDDDD

Eric says: (7:00:34 PM)
I love cheese =(

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:00:34 PM)
thats a creepy image XD

Eric says: (7:00:39 PM)
only good cheese though

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:02:08 PM)
XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:02:22 PM)
I copied and pasted the cow thingy and sent it to gally XD

Mdiddy says: (7:02:27 PM)
XD

Mdiddy says: (7:02:32 PM)
Seriously though, I would : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:02:37 PM)
and it made her scream EW and twitch multiple times XD

Mdiddy says: (7:02:42 PM)
.. >: (

Mdiddy says: (7:03:02 PM)
I'm making cheap TV-dinner potroast. I love low-quality meat XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:03:15 PM)
XD ew

Eric says: (7:03:18 PM)
over good meat?

Mdiddy says: (7:03:21 PM)
I've had this before, and the beef is so low quality that it tastes like clams. But I love clams XD

Mdiddy says: (7:03:26 PM)
Depends : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:03:30 PM)
thats a bit concerning XDD

Mdiddy says: (7:03:55 PM)
I don't know if they just use shitty cows, or if they process it badly, but it's weird tasting XD

Eric says: (7:04:54 PM)
XD

Eric says: (7:04:57 PM)
I love clams too XD

Mdiddy says: (7:07:07 PM)
Then I shouted out, "FREE THE EXPO '67!" And they stepped on my hair, then they told me I was fat \:c/

Eric says: (7:07:20 PM)
XDDD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:07:27 PM)
wait---what? o_o

Mdiddy says: (7:08:23 PM)
Purple Toupee, yahmean? : (

Eric says: (7:09:16 PM)
ya XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:10:08 PM)
........

Mdiddy says: (7:10:28 PM)
Damn. I'm pondering wether or not I should spend my inherited $120 on fancy cheeses : (

Eric says: (7:10:50 PM)
XD

Eric says: (7:10:58 PM)
you so should

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:11:14 PM)
XDD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:11:32 PM)
you inherited 120$? o_O;;

Mdiddy says: (7:12:08 PM)
My grandma gave me $20, and my uncle gave me $100 : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:12:14 PM)
oh!

Mdiddy says: (7:12:53 PM)
I need to find out how much cheeses cost XD

Mdiddy says: (7:13:02 PM)
If I bought cheeses, I wouldn't want my dad to eat them : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:13:14 PM)
tie him to a tree =(

Mdiddy says: (7:13:22 PM)
"= (" XD

Mdiddy says: (7:13:29 PM)
Iceberg jr. : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:13:30 PM)
>_>

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:13:32 PM)
O_O

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:13:35 PM)
*shoots self*

Mdiddy says: (7:13:48 PM)
That was a compliment. Learn some respect >: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:14:21 PM)
I have plenty of respect for myself D:

Mdiddy says: (7:14:42 PM)
No you don't. Can't even fix your own hand >: (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:15:09 PM)
Not when I dont know whats wrong with it ;-; it wont talk

Mdiddy says: (7:15:35 PM)
Looking at this cheese website, I really want to blow my money on it XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:15:46 PM)
uh oh XD

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:16:00 PM)
just dont get too many at once XD they go bad sometimes

Mdiddy says: (7:16:22 PM)
Either of you know the exchange rate between the US Dollar and British Pounds Sterling? : (

Lizz: Diddy is at the 1/5th mark! ;o // 2 . 201/1000 says: (7:16:34 PM)
XDDD

Eric says: (7:16:37 PM)
british pounds are about two times as much as the US dollar =/

Mdiddy says: (7:16:42 PM)
Yay XD

Mdiddy says: (7:23:06 PM)
I throw away the TV-dinner after I eat the beef and mashed potatos 'cause everything else sucks : (

To answer a few questions...

Q: Why do you like black so much?

A: I love how it looks and it's definition, the absence of color.

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Q: How come you write so much?

A: The blog somehow helps me relieve stress/ too much emotion.

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More to come XD

Huggles ;=;

DIDDY HUG ;=;
I got 3 diddy hugs!
Yaaayyy ;====;
*hugs him* ^.^

My day just got better XD

Hidden Personalities/Secret

Imma say something here that I havent ever told ANYONE ^.^ because these words mean more than what life is right now at this minute.

Since I can remember, I spent hours under the dining room table at my old house.
.crying.
Cry baby? No.
I can see meaning behind peoples words that even sometimes they cant.
I know what people are feeling sometimes that THEY dont know yet.

So when I was younger, very young. And my parents yelled at me,
Instead of thinking "oh no, im in trouble"
I saw the difference.
My brother got the "you're in trouble" scream
and for some reason,
the one I got was different, it was really confusing
The tone of voice and the way they look at me is just... different...
and I didnt understand it, I thought I was bad or something. So I cryed a lot wondering what I had done.

So I started analyzing what people do, how they act.
Im very good at figuring out people now.
And even at a young age, I noticed differences.
I was maybe 4 or 5.
and I was already having doubts
about what their definition of "love" is.
and if it differed from mine.

The times I would cry under than table, curled up against one of the legs...
Was when I started to realize, exactly what was different.
And my mind wouldnt let me acknowledge it.
My parents... they have to love me ^^ it's my parents.
and its impossible to stay mad for long.
I've always trusted people, a lot.
And given them multiple chances, and my family members...
I think...
have gotten too many chances.

I want to get this idea out of my head... I want to believe that they love me. I know it's childish to not think so. but I just cant. my mind is driving me crazy. No matter how many times I tell myself... "they love me... they love me" It wont work. Every year is helping me doubt. But it'll leave right? ^^ right?.... This is stupid. I have GOT to stop thinking like this. It's how it's suppossed to work, Im their child, they love me ^^. So yesh. Stop thinking like that. *kicks self*

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Still even now, at my age...
Im analyzing people's reactions to emotional trauma, loss, happiness, etc.
And people are NOT predictable. I can tell you that.
Because, every person has 2 personalities. 1 that they show.
and 1 that they hide.
Thats the case almost always.

I can find patterns...
and start to understand the person...
give advice depending on what THEY would do.
Not what *I* think they should do.
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This is stupid '-'
Anyone that reads this will think "she has problems"
And I do XD
But I acknowledge that...
I just dont know what to do.

Breaking

42/60.
Math test... geometry ^^
I went from being able to ace math without even thinking about it.
To all of a sudden having a TON of trouble with it.
And god im trying. SO hard...
But the last test... which brought my grade down to almost a D... I think I need help.
So after pondering this for the rest of the school day,
I decided... that yes, I do need help. And I will try to get a tutor on tuesdays and thursdays before drumline.
Right?
Easy?
NOT.
I go home, and tell my mom my score, and that I want a tutor.
*heh heh*
Bad idea, next time I'll just fail in silence.
To cut to the chase she yelled at me for being incompetident (sp?) and not trying hard enough.
Said I dont need a tutor. I just need to try HARDER.
And she called my teacher, who *coughTHANKSMRS.WATTScough* gave her the link to this homework help site.
Which at this point is STILL loading (not working -.-)

So, I sigh and try to load the homework help site... one of the tutorial videos loads... so I click that and start watching it.
When my mother comes into the room and starts talking (wtf?)
So Here is the conversation.

me: ... leave please....
mom: one minute *russle russle*
me: OUT OF MY ROOM PLEASE X_X IM TRYING TO FIGURE THIS STUPID THING OUT
mom: well maybe I should just kick you off your internet! It doesnt seem to be helping!!
me: Then I would fail.... (the homework help is online)

Note I edited her ramblings a bit... -.-
Can it get worse?
(actually that part wasnt that bad)
OH HELL YES.
Mother. you. are. a. flaming. bitch.

After the "me: Then I would fail.... (the homework help is online)"
She responded:
"mom: seems like you're doing that on your own"

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then she leaves the room.
Im sitting there...
Thinking
"she did NOT just go there"
and.
I.
have.
NEVER.
been.
so.
mad.
in.
my.
fucking.
life.

heh heh
you BITCH.

^^

So, I wasnt that close to cracking yet.
Until my dad came in :3 at which point I had finished the first video and was trying to load the second.
Along with talking to Diddy while it loaded.
And he comes into the room... (MY ROOM -.-)
And goes "hi ^^"
me: -.- hi
him: o_O
me: get out please
him: thats rude
me: its my room and Im trying to learn here
him: learn what
me: math...
him: by IMing? what bs
me: o_o.......
me: LOOK AT THE LOVELY LITTLE LOADING THINGY
him: IMING ISN'T MATH
me: GET OUT OF MY FUCKING ROOM
(note I never swear to them XD)
him: *slams door and talks to my mother*
me: *grabs head with hands and slams head into desk*

At this point I broke down crying for a good 5 minutes ^^
Thanks for being inconsiderate bastards.
The video... still hasnt loaded.
Screw this.

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I. can. not. believe. you.
1. you come into my room all the time without even knocking, and I do a favor and never lock my door as you ask.
2. you come into the BATHROOM all the time without even fucking knocking.
3. you are inconsiderate
4. even though you deny it, you so want me to be like my fucking brother who was in honor classes and got straight A's easily.
5. you dont try to understand
6. you bitch on and on
7. you fuc--- (I will not finish that...)
8. I come and tell you about something that is NEW to me (aka failing a class) and you... you....
9. I tell you I need a tutor (I have had tutors before and they REALLY help) and you dont listen.

Bastards.
I dont even think you know how angry I am.
I've NEVER been like this.
And I want to cry ^^ which isnt new
Hello hell again. It's deja vu!
except,
unlike years ago...
When I crack, its worse.
Instead of crying.
Im personally ripping myself up.
Slowly.... but surely
Each time I crack...
my shell doesnt mend
and It's easier for me to lose it.
you. are. helping. my. death.