I've known for a while that I am asexual. It's kind of comforting to be able to assign a word that defines yourself instead of feeling the odd one out. I still feel a bit left out of conversations when the topic turns to sex or other topics like that. I'll laugh at it, but really I have no idea how to relate. I started doing a bit more research and found out there are actually a lot of people like me. And then I started thinking about it, and realized being asexual really doesn't define my gender preference. It just defines how I think about relationships etc, how I think about my life really. o.o;
People make it sound obvious that people have sex after marriage. Like, it's something you can be sure of.
I never understood that. There's some tradition where you seriously have to have sex after you're married... I don't understand what the point of that is. (there's a name for it but I forget). My family was talking about this once and I asked "why?"
They gave me the weirdest looks, as if the answer to my question should be so obvious.
People talk about masturbation, and all I can think of is "why would you do that? what's the point?" And people don't understand my questions, it seems to just be understood between all the other people, and that gets frustrating.
I think I'm probably one of the more severe kinds of asexual. There are all different levels, some will still have sex for their partner, and some won't. Some will kiss, some won't. It depends on the person.
I still don't know if I'm straight, bi, or gay. I don't really care too much about it. Because I don't look at people and think they're hot, because Im not really attracted to them physically it's a lot harder for me to figure out what gender I like. xD
But yeah. D:
Felt like writing a blog post. My poor Jinglebomb needs some loving.
