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Thursday, September 16, 2010

Does this only apply to me?

Im insulted.
And I'm taking it personally, and I'm pretty damn upset.

"If you go out with Dan, I won't talk to you."

Really?
Wow. Really.

You haven't even asked me if I like him, you haven't really talked to me about if I would actually go out with him.... you just make a statement like that.

This is how I read that statement:

"If you get a boyfriend, I won't talk to you."

Because you know what, there's nothing wrong with Dan. He's an awesome guy, as is all the other guys in our friend group. So that statement you made is directed at me. You can try to argue that Dan's dated a lot of people but fuck, I guess then you won't ever date anyone in college. A lot of guys there have dated more than Dan has. So guess you won't talk to me if I have a relationship in college either.

And then what upset me more was that some of the people at the table agreed.
Ha.
Ha.

Thanks guys.

Apparently everyone else can have a relationship and move on with their lives, but I have to stay where I am no matter what because SOMETHING about me getting a relationship bugs you.

Nice to know it only applies to me.

And nice to know you'd put me in a fucking position like that when it doesn't involve you.
Did I like Sara Dim? Nope.
Did I like Michael? Nope.

Did I stop talking to either of you? Nope.

Nice to know you'd make such a broad assumption without even talking to me about it first.
It's nice to know that if I ever get a boyfriend, my two best friends will stop talking to me.

It's nice to know that everyone in this fucking school makes assumptions about me on a daily basis.
I thought you guys were different. I'm way to fucking hopeful. Like usual.