<333333333xmillion
zomg *cling*
Im so glad XD
and...
you messaged me at... 6:30?
I just got home at 11:07 pm >_>
So even if my spirit was hovering over the computer, there is NO way I could have responded XD
Soooooo~
ily <3
and sorry I missed when you were online XDD
and dont kill connor too much ._.
"Steven says: (4:22:19 PM)
hmmm yes i can still beat his ass in an abdomen cast, by the way. <_<
Steven says: (4:22:33 PM)
i'll just roll on top of him :3"
x))))
Violence makes me laugh @_@ Woooooot. Im proud of that.
And dont worry, I will stuff elmo in the trash can.
Gally Update:
Our kids are currently hanging onto the roof...
I kinda sent them up there and then there was a wind storm...
Elmos hanging onto the gutter trying to scurry up it...
He's quite determined.....
It's creepy.....
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Im proud to say that the only people that have the link to this blog ARRREEEE,
Dashiell,
Phylicia (Gally),
Eric (Mummy),
Steven (<333 ;o Im glad you're reading it),
Diddy (? maybe?)
Angela (._. Doesnt matter anymore)
Any of my other friends irl since it's apparently gotten passed around >_>;;
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Ah yes... I forgot something... o_o;;
The DrumLine Party....
That was before the game...
We had food at Kish's house @_@ So much fun... Her cute little dog was trying to mooch off of us XD
Then, Nicole, Kish and I jumped into her pool XD
Followed by 2 other guys, and....
Kyle....
Who was pushed in...
which was funny...
Because he was in a bathing suit >_>
But then...
(Will get back to that story here's what happened just now)
***: Elizabeth, mom said I have to unplug the internet and I dont want to do that...
Me:....Tell mom Im writing something in my blog >_>
***: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *laughs maniacally*
Me:wtf?
***:*still laughing*
Me: Okkkkaaayyy...
(Back to the story)
But then...
Kyle grabs Zait's leg (the guy who pushed him in)
And Zaits was in his uniform shirt and and pants with his cell phone etc >_>;;
And Kyle pulled him in...
Which caused a ton of cursing from Zaits,
Who immeditaly took his shoes off and flung them and grabbed his cell phone and flung that to rachel along with his wallet so they wouldnt get even more wet.
Zaits was pissed.
XD
And we were all laughing.... hysterically.
Then Zaits decided to try what we were all thinking about since he was already wet.
What we were wondering was if you could jump from the upper deck railing into a 3 foot pool without dying... (the railing is over 15 feet above the pool and like, 5 feet away from the pool side)
So before we know what he's doing he gets on the railing and jumps...
Lands IN the pool (somehow)
and creates a tidal wave XD
That was a bit funny...
Anyways,
In the pool was... Me, Nicol, Kish, Colin, Danny, a guy I forget his name..., Kyle, Zaits, and... shit whats his name ._. he's the other senior... gah, I'll nickname him Ginger since thats what he calls himself XD
Anyways... that was the highlight of the party BD....
Nothing much else to say. This blog is definitly helping since I want to sell SOMEONE this but I cant.
BECAUSE (warning rant coming)
1. Mark isnt online *kicks*
2. No friends are online >_>
3. I missed steven coming online *emo*
4. NO ONE CALLS ME (bitches...)
5. Though Alex did call me.... (<3333)
6. Oh wait no eric is online... YAY
Signing Out. Eric talking time! >_> *cling*
ily steven <3333 *huggles*
( the ***'s are blocking out my brother's name since he was like: >_> <_< MY NAME IS TO BE SECRET *coughcough*
-Lizz
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Omg - Football!
XDDD
I LOVE THE STUDENT SECTION.
Dude-they were drunk, BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER!
They shouted "We Want DrumLine" For over 10 minutes @_@;;
before Rachel let us go over and play.
Lmaaaooo~
They were dancing XD In a crowded section, I thought one was gonna fall over the railing or something.
We were forced to play the song again. Which was fun.
I love this XD a TON.
Bad thing?
The team we were playing against.... were TOTAL bitches.
Scene: Halftime Show
((they went first))
End of their part:
*Flag people chatting instead of PICKING UP THEIR DAMN FLAGS*
Rachel: TAPS, NOW.
Kyle: *starts taps*
Whole band* Marches out
Rachel: Bass Drums, pick up the pace!
Bass Drum Line: *trips over and steps on the flags that were NOT picked up like they were suppossed to be*
Other Team Flag Girl: *comes over and hits my drum hard* Thanks for stepping on our flags you bitch.
Me: I was glad to!
Her: >____> *picks up the flags*
Marching band people: *snickering at the flag girl*
@_@ Jackass... Also their fans were boo-ing us the ENTIRE time while we politely clapped for their band.
Wow, I'm SO glad we kicked their asses.
END SCORE
US: 17
THEM: 7
BOO-YAH
We figured out our t-shirt slogan.
DrumLine 07-08
JUMP ON IT.
XD Lol you wont get it. Dont worry. But its hilarious to us.
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Wtf.
Diddy.
Get.
Online.
NOW.
something had BETTER not of happened to you.
This is like... a week.
IM FEELING DEPRIVED OF MY DIDDY TALK EVERYDAY.
And I miss you ._. a looottttt, I talk to you like... every daaayyy for the past yeeaaarrr.... *hug* T_T ALSO MY DiDDY HUG COUNT WILL NOT GO UP *emo* Get online ._. please. I dont want to hold a funeral.
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Uhm... Steven gets his own post *chyea*
-starts typing next one-
I LOVE THE STUDENT SECTION.
Dude-they were drunk, BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER!
They shouted "We Want DrumLine" For over 10 minutes @_@;;
before Rachel let us go over and play.
Lmaaaooo~
They were dancing XD In a crowded section, I thought one was gonna fall over the railing or something.
We were forced to play the song again. Which was fun.
I love this XD a TON.
Bad thing?
The team we were playing against.... were TOTAL bitches.
Scene: Halftime Show
((they went first))
End of their part:
*Flag people chatting instead of PICKING UP THEIR DAMN FLAGS*
Rachel: TAPS, NOW.
Kyle: *starts taps*
Whole band* Marches out
Rachel: Bass Drums, pick up the pace!
Bass Drum Line: *trips over and steps on the flags that were NOT picked up like they were suppossed to be*
Other Team Flag Girl: *comes over and hits my drum hard* Thanks for stepping on our flags you bitch.
Me: I was glad to!
Her: >____> *picks up the flags*
Marching band people: *snickering at the flag girl*
@_@ Jackass... Also their fans were boo-ing us the ENTIRE time while we politely clapped for their band.
Wow, I'm SO glad we kicked their asses.
END SCORE
US: 17
THEM: 7
BOO-YAH
We figured out our t-shirt slogan.
DrumLine 07-08
JUMP ON IT.
XD Lol you wont get it. Dont worry. But its hilarious to us.
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Wtf.
Diddy.
Get.
Online.
NOW.
something had BETTER not of happened to you.
This is like... a week.
IM FEELING DEPRIVED OF MY DIDDY TALK EVERYDAY.
And I miss you ._. a looottttt, I talk to you like... every daaayyy for the past yeeaaarrr.... *hug* T_T ALSO MY DiDDY HUG COUNT WILL NOT GO UP *emo* Get online ._. please. I dont want to hold a funeral.
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Uhm... Steven gets his own post *chyea*
-starts typing next one-
Parade @ K-Wood
^.^
EEEEeeeeee~!!!!!
*jumps up and down all hyperish*
I couldnt type this last night since I was insanely tired.
Here's what happened :333
We met up at the high school at around 4 o'clock pm. Got all the instruments on the last bus... and tried to get the bass drums on a loaded bus through the emergency exit... which took about 40 minutes... or so it seemed.
I sat next to Ann on the bus ^^ I somehow got switched from bus 4 to bus 1, so I was on a senior bus. It was hilarious XD
Anyways, we get there around... 5:30-6:00? dunno. We're allowed to go on the rides until 7.... so I caught up with krissy, jenny, emily, and her other friends. FiFi, be JEALOUS. This was the only time, that we got into the Exterminator with only a 3-5 minute late. the room was EMPTY. So we went on that, the Pit Fall, and the Phantom's Revenge.... rushed over to potato patch to eat fries and ran to the meeting point.
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Where.... I found kyle... XD
and the rest of the drumline o_o;;
Well most of them... and mr Pickel wouldnt tell us where our drums where -.- Until the WHOLE drumline was here. So we waited until the whole drumline was there, and asked him AGAIN, and he said "go to the turnpike there should be some people there that know"
"......."
WE JUST CAME FROM THERE -_-
So we went there, walked, found the people, found the bus, got the drums out, practiced, I learned a new candice in under 5-10 minutes... and the rest of the band came, got their instruments, we all lined up.... and waited. waited and waited...
Then the floats in front of us started moving, we starting marching to taps... and my and colin were both trying to keep in step with each other and listen to kyle's taps carefully. Then the taps changed, drum sticks went out, and I think we played Spyder first (candice)... then Bust It Up (candice)... then the roll-off came, which UNLIKE all other times this summer I got each time... Then the band played uhhh... cant spell it. It's like, our theme song... then we played a candice or 2 more, then rolloff then the band played Brick House. It went like that... we were so amped we made little kids cover their ears! Boo-yah! Apparently the parade lasted for like 45 minutes or more, it seemed like 5 to me XD Anyways, saying that... I had an AWESOME time, and as we marched back we set our drums down, let the band go before us, and waited for them to leave.
Then we huddled up and Kyle was really surprised at how we played XD Woooooo!!!
So we tried to think of something to say,
And we ended up screaming Fuck Em at the top of our lungs and then running of to get our drums.
Which we lugged back to the bus and started putting away.
*Cell phone rings*
Krissy: WHERE ARE YOU?
Me: Uh putting the drums away? do you have to ask? XD
Krissy: >_>
*etc etc* :P I love you kriisssyyy~
So anyways, I was on the phone when my drums turn was up XD I felt bad, cause I was on the phone and needed to hang up but krissy wasnt talking she was discussing when we'd meet up to her friends. I must have looked purely innocent with a "not my fault" face because instead of glaring at me kyle goes "here I'll get that" and just lifts my drum up himself. Which was a big deal how he said that >_> because my mind was going (YES! IM ACCEPTED XDDD)
Found out I am o_O;; they all talk to me. Kinda fun. I guess they just needed an example of what I can do. Iunno ^^
SO anyways I felt so guilty that I helped him with the other 2 bass drums and all the harnesses... I think I was forgiven XD
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I kinda ditched Krissy @_@ I DIDNT MEAN TO!
The drumline all decided to go eat ice cream, which I was definitly agreeing too (I love dip n dots) XD
So we got that, and I was gonna go on a ride or 2 with them then go back to krissy, which was the deal :3
So they wanted to go on the exterminater again... and I went along since I loved the ride and it should be fun XD
Except, there was a line this time XD
and it took up like, most of our time... but was so worth it.
and we had maybe... 10 minutes until 10, and I kinda decided that even if I called krissy I didnt want to delay them from any last ride they could be taking. =/
So... we all rushed to the T-Bolt, rode it once, and ran as fast as we could back to the buses.... got on the buses, left, and randomly decided to try to agree on what would be on our drumline t-shirts (since we were all on 1 bus). One of the examples of our brainstorming was:
"Stick it like Chuck Norris"
or just
"Stick It"
Dunno we'll decide tomorrow <3
I loved yesterday XD I came home and just crashed. Woke up a little bit ago and now I have to get ready for the dinner party we're having before our first game @_@;; Which I have to play at, which Im a BIT nervous about... but I CAN DO IT XD
Drumline's going to Kish's house. Eep, I need to go get ready ._.
Diddy?
Where are you?
Please come online...
I really dont want another person to be hurt ._.
EEEEeeeeee~!!!!!
*jumps up and down all hyperish*
I couldnt type this last night since I was insanely tired.
Here's what happened :333
We met up at the high school at around 4 o'clock pm. Got all the instruments on the last bus... and tried to get the bass drums on a loaded bus through the emergency exit... which took about 40 minutes... or so it seemed.
I sat next to Ann on the bus ^^ I somehow got switched from bus 4 to bus 1, so I was on a senior bus. It was hilarious XD
Anyways, we get there around... 5:30-6:00? dunno. We're allowed to go on the rides until 7.... so I caught up with krissy, jenny, emily, and her other friends. FiFi, be JEALOUS. This was the only time, that we got into the Exterminator with only a 3-5 minute late. the room was EMPTY. So we went on that, the Pit Fall, and the Phantom's Revenge.... rushed over to potato patch to eat fries and ran to the meeting point.
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Where.... I found kyle... XD
and the rest of the drumline o_o;;
Well most of them... and mr Pickel wouldnt tell us where our drums where -.- Until the WHOLE drumline was here. So we waited until the whole drumline was there, and asked him AGAIN, and he said "go to the turnpike there should be some people there that know"
"......."
WE JUST CAME FROM THERE -_-
So we went there, walked, found the people, found the bus, got the drums out, practiced, I learned a new candice in under 5-10 minutes... and the rest of the band came, got their instruments, we all lined up.... and waited. waited and waited...
Then the floats in front of us started moving, we starting marching to taps... and my and colin were both trying to keep in step with each other and listen to kyle's taps carefully. Then the taps changed, drum sticks went out, and I think we played Spyder first (candice)... then Bust It Up (candice)... then the roll-off came, which UNLIKE all other times this summer I got each time... Then the band played uhhh... cant spell it. It's like, our theme song... then we played a candice or 2 more, then rolloff then the band played Brick House. It went like that... we were so amped we made little kids cover their ears! Boo-yah! Apparently the parade lasted for like 45 minutes or more, it seemed like 5 to me XD Anyways, saying that... I had an AWESOME time, and as we marched back we set our drums down, let the band go before us, and waited for them to leave.
Then we huddled up and Kyle was really surprised at how we played XD Woooooo!!!
So we tried to think of something to say,
And we ended up screaming Fuck Em at the top of our lungs and then running of to get our drums.
Which we lugged back to the bus and started putting away.
*Cell phone rings*
Krissy: WHERE ARE YOU?
Me: Uh putting the drums away? do you have to ask? XD
Krissy: >_>
*etc etc* :P I love you kriisssyyy~
So anyways, I was on the phone when my drums turn was up XD I felt bad, cause I was on the phone and needed to hang up but krissy wasnt talking she was discussing when we'd meet up to her friends. I must have looked purely innocent with a "not my fault" face because instead of glaring at me kyle goes "here I'll get that" and just lifts my drum up himself. Which was a big deal how he said that >_> because my mind was going (YES! IM ACCEPTED XDDD)
Found out I am o_O;; they all talk to me. Kinda fun. I guess they just needed an example of what I can do. Iunno ^^
SO anyways I felt so guilty that I helped him with the other 2 bass drums and all the harnesses... I think I was forgiven XD
=/
I kinda ditched Krissy @_@ I DIDNT MEAN TO!
The drumline all decided to go eat ice cream, which I was definitly agreeing too (I love dip n dots) XD
So we got that, and I was gonna go on a ride or 2 with them then go back to krissy, which was the deal :3
So they wanted to go on the exterminater again... and I went along since I loved the ride and it should be fun XD
Except, there was a line this time XD
and it took up like, most of our time... but was so worth it.
and we had maybe... 10 minutes until 10, and I kinda decided that even if I called krissy I didnt want to delay them from any last ride they could be taking. =/
So... we all rushed to the T-Bolt, rode it once, and ran as fast as we could back to the buses.... got on the buses, left, and randomly decided to try to agree on what would be on our drumline t-shirts (since we were all on 1 bus). One of the examples of our brainstorming was:
"Stick it like Chuck Norris"
or just
"Stick It"
Dunno we'll decide tomorrow <3
I loved yesterday XD I came home and just crashed. Woke up a little bit ago and now I have to get ready for the dinner party we're having before our first game @_@;; Which I have to play at, which Im a BIT nervous about... but I CAN DO IT XD
Drumline's going to Kish's house. Eep, I need to go get ready ._.
Diddy?
Where are you?
Please come online...
I really dont want another person to be hurt ._.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Kanashimi wo Yasashisa Ni
[Yes I can sing this]
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
dareka no kitai ni zutto kotae
homerarerunoga suki nano desuka?
naritai jibun wo surikaetemo
egao wa itsudemo suteki desuka?
hajimaridake yume mite okiru
sono saki nara itsuka jibun no ude de
souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
zurui otona wa deau tabi
atama gohashi na sekkyou dake
jibun wo sunao ni dasenaku natte
kizutsukinagara sugu ni togatte
atarashii kaze mikata ni tsukete
sagashite iinda itsuka aoi tori wo
souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
namida no ato ni wa nazeka fukkireta
sora ni niji ga deru you ni shizen na koto
ame wa agatta
dakara daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
kiminara kitto yareru shinjite ite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
mou ikkai mou iikai?
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
dareka no kitai ni zutto kotae
homerarerunoga suki nano desuka?
naritai jibun wo surikaetemo
egao wa itsudemo suteki desuka?
hajimaridake yume mite okiru
sono saki nara itsuka jibun no ude de
souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
zurui otona wa deau tabi
atama gohashi na sekkyou dake
jibun wo sunao ni dasenaku natte
kizutsukinagara sugu ni togatte
atarashii kaze mikata ni tsukete
sagashite iinda itsuka aoi tori wo
souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
namida no ato ni wa nazeka fukkireta
sora ni niji ga deru you ni shizen na koto
ame wa agatta
dakara daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
kiminara kitto yareru shinjite ite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
mou ikkai mou iikai?
Second Day
@_@;;
I am on top of the game!
Woooooo~
Homework: Done
Drumline: dead but done!
Updates:
School:
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I kinda went on auto pilot AGAIN today. I cant even remember everything. The mods go by REALLY fast ._.
Teacher Status:
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Homeroom Dude: <33
Civics: XD LOL *hugs* I looovveee him.
Civics Intern: :3333 you're cool.
Herr Shnieder: o_O Strangely I find you interesting. but mean Dx
Bio: ._. Nicest person Eber!
English: >___> *stabs* Woman, Give me the fucking bonus point! I had the supplies the FIRST day. Not even the second >_> And you get all nit-picky because I forgot to label "1" divider. *strangles*
Math: No Comment... not sure.
3-D Art: Oooooo boy. Look for the rest of the updates to hear about what I did today XDD
News in school:
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Lets skip to 3-D Art! (last 2 mods of the day)
We were suppossed to draw something that represents ourself so she can know a bit more about us. Lets just say, after being deprived from creativity through the rest of the day, I was really bored. Soooo, let me describe what I drew XD
It's a deformed cross between a bug, and lizard, and a dinosaur... which has fairy wings. He's happy and singing with hearts flying out of his eyes, oh... and he's holding a bomb from "the demented cartoon movie" the bomb is happy and singing and is saying "Zeeky Boogy Doog" WHILE, the is TNT blowing up in the one corner near a cursing angry pacman with fangs.
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Oh and it says 3-D Art is fun.
I was suppossed to turn it in, but I loved it so much I asked her if I could keep it XD
Imma tape it to the wall next to my bed. >BD
Update:
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Drumline Injuries:
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No Fatal Injuries yet.
No long term injuries yet.
One REALLY bad problem today.
We pissed off mr. jones...
so he mad us run.
and when I say run... I mean we had to run lines. the ENTIRE time. it was insane. then... -.- Zaits, the same guy that threw up the first day, fell.
We THOUGHT he fell. but he actually lost enough oxygen to spasm, and fall over not breathing. Which I really do understand and know how that feels. Exercise induced asthma is an ass. anyways, he was on the ground not being able to breathe for maybe 5-10 minutes ._. then he got up and I didnt see him for a bit, but he came back and played the snare again. @_@;;
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ANYWAYS~ Imma post the song that I memorized. It's in Japanese. I can sing it correctly, pronounciation and accented words. it was a pain, but I was bored.
I am on top of the game!
Woooooo~
Homework: Done
Drumline: dead but done!
Updates:
School:
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I kinda went on auto pilot AGAIN today. I cant even remember everything. The mods go by REALLY fast ._.
Teacher Status:
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Homeroom Dude: <33
Civics: XD LOL *hugs* I looovveee him.
Civics Intern: :3333 you're cool.
Herr Shnieder: o_O Strangely I find you interesting. but mean Dx
Bio: ._. Nicest person Eber!
English: >___> *stabs* Woman, Give me the fucking bonus point! I had the supplies the FIRST day. Not even the second >_> And you get all nit-picky because I forgot to label "1" divider. *strangles*
Math: No Comment... not sure.
3-D Art: Oooooo boy. Look for the rest of the updates to hear about what I did today XDD
News in school:
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Lets skip to 3-D Art! (last 2 mods of the day)
We were suppossed to draw something that represents ourself so she can know a bit more about us. Lets just say, after being deprived from creativity through the rest of the day, I was really bored. Soooo, let me describe what I drew XD
It's a deformed cross between a bug, and lizard, and a dinosaur... which has fairy wings. He's happy and singing with hearts flying out of his eyes, oh... and he's holding a bomb from "the demented cartoon movie" the bomb is happy and singing and is saying "Zeeky Boogy Doog" WHILE, the is TNT blowing up in the one corner near a cursing angry pacman with fangs.
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Oh and it says 3-D Art is fun.
I was suppossed to turn it in, but I loved it so much I asked her if I could keep it XD
Imma tape it to the wall next to my bed. >BD
Update:
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Drumline Injuries:
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No Fatal Injuries yet.
No long term injuries yet.
One REALLY bad problem today.
We pissed off mr. jones...
so he mad us run.
and when I say run... I mean we had to run lines. the ENTIRE time. it was insane. then... -.- Zaits, the same guy that threw up the first day, fell.
We THOUGHT he fell. but he actually lost enough oxygen to spasm, and fall over not breathing. Which I really do understand and know how that feels. Exercise induced asthma is an ass. anyways, he was on the ground not being able to breathe for maybe 5-10 minutes ._. then he got up and I didnt see him for a bit, but he came back and played the snare again. @_@;;
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ANYWAYS~ Imma post the song that I memorized. It's in Japanese. I can sing it correctly, pronounciation and accented words. it was a pain, but I was bored.
For the Girls
(If you havent realized it, im posting my favorite song lyrics either every day or every other day (my fav. songs change that often!)
[This one's for all you girls about thirteen
High school canbe so rough, can be so mean
Hold onto, on to your innocence
Stand your ground when everyone's giving in
This one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about twenty-five
In a little apartment, just trying to get by
Living on, on dreams and spaghetti-o's
Wondering where you life is gonna go
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about forty-two
Tossing pennies into the Fountain of Youth
Every laugh, laugh line on your face
Made you who you are today
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
Yeah, we're all the same inside (same inside)
From 1 to 99
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
Yeah, this one's for the girls]
[This one's for all you girls about thirteen
High school canbe so rough, can be so mean
Hold onto, on to your innocence
Stand your ground when everyone's giving in
This one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about twenty-five
In a little apartment, just trying to get by
Living on, on dreams and spaghetti-o's
Wondering where you life is gonna go
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about forty-two
Tossing pennies into the Fountain of Youth
Every laugh, laugh line on your face
Made you who you are today
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
Yeah, we're all the same inside (same inside)
From 1 to 99
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
Yeah, this one's for the girls]
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
More Shine
[More shine today
Let’s just say the admirations been unfit for who I am
Who I’d rather not be
I see stone people with no names
Don’t move and let the wind speak
You hear it clearly
I’d rather not be
More shine today
Let’s just say the admirations been unfit for who I am
Who I’d rather not be
I see stone people with no names
Don’t move and let the wind speak
You hear it clearly
I’d rather not be
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
More shine today
Let’s just say
Things aren’t and always quite as good as they seem
So how good can they be
When all these people live in vain
Just live to make ends meet
That’s reality
Oh, I’d rather not be
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
Oh my sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
More shine today
I see stone people with no names
And I’d rather not be
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
Why do I do the things that I do
Why do I do the things that I do]
Let’s just say the admirations been unfit for who I am
Who I’d rather not be
I see stone people with no names
Don’t move and let the wind speak
You hear it clearly
I’d rather not be
More shine today
Let’s just say the admirations been unfit for who I am
Who I’d rather not be
I see stone people with no names
Don’t move and let the wind speak
You hear it clearly
I’d rather not be
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
More shine today
Let’s just say
Things aren’t and always quite as good as they seem
So how good can they be
When all these people live in vain
Just live to make ends meet
That’s reality
Oh, I’d rather not be
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
Oh my sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
More shine today
I see stone people with no names
And I’d rather not be
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
My sudden love is
My sudden love is wide
Why do I do the things that I do
Why do I do the things that I do]
.:Edward:.
I have a really cool picture of Edward on my cell phone now.
After months of not seeing my brother,
I did!
I got to have dinner with him also ^^
And he let me hug him.
I am in, an good and bad mood.
It's a bit interesting.
I got to see my brother in an awesome mood. I love that.
Then again.
My mind had to ruin it.
It's in a wandering mood, I dont think people realize how in-depth I think.
I cant even describe what I was thinking here, it would take maybe 30 minutes to type (which I dont have) and would be way to long. If you want to know... tell me... and I may tell you =/
Anyways, whenever I think like that I get depressed. But Im somewhat okay now.
and then for the 8th time today I thought of him @_@
Him = ? (psh screw you if you dont know XD)
._. *huggles steven*
I feel worse everyday
I cant do anything!!!!
._.
Nothing else to say.
After months of not seeing my brother,
I did!
I got to have dinner with him also ^^
And he let me hug him.
I am in, an good and bad mood.
It's a bit interesting.
I got to see my brother in an awesome mood. I love that.
Then again.
My mind had to ruin it.
It's in a wandering mood, I dont think people realize how in-depth I think.
I cant even describe what I was thinking here, it would take maybe 30 minutes to type (which I dont have) and would be way to long. If you want to know... tell me... and I may tell you =/
Anyways, whenever I think like that I get depressed. But Im somewhat okay now.
and then for the 8th time today I thought of him @_@
Him = ? (psh screw you if you dont know XD)
._. *huggles steven*
I feel worse everyday
I cant do anything!!!!
._.
Nothing else to say.
Whisper
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end
[Chorus x3]
Servatis a pereculum.
Servatis a maleficum
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end
[Chorus x3]
Servatis a pereculum.
Servatis a maleficum
First Day
First day of high school.
Many surprises.
Awesome seniors XD
Cool Juniors
Insane Sophmores.
And of course.
My Crazy Grade.
I thought I'd have tons of shit to tell you but,
I forgot how much I loved them.
ALL of them! Even the guys XD though my homeroom... omg.
Worst combination EVER.
Josh Russo,
Connor Scott,
Austin Scotty,
Ryan,
etc.
IN THE SAME HOMEROOM *takes all the sympathy from friends*
I know I know.
It's hilarious though.
(for those who dont know them... they are by far, the WORST and the FUNNIEST people in my grade, especially when together)
Anyways... Status Time!
Civics Teacher: <33333 He's really nice and awesome, hopefully his class wont be boring!
Civics Intern: XD Wooooo *hugs*
Bio Teacher: Omg you're REALLY nice XD Bake us cookies like the last year's class!!!
English Teacher: =/ Strict. Very. But you seem nice. (not sure)
Geo: Nice XD Strict. Im not sure about you. Though you do have OCD....
Herr Shnieder: >_>;; No Comment yet
Phys ED: AHAHAHAHAHAHA No... *kicks* you creep me out XDD
3D ART (elective): O_O;;; I love you... SOOOO much. We have her last 2 mods of the day, so she lets us eat and drink in her class (banned through out the school) ANNNDDD listen to our mp3 players XD <333333
HomeRoom Dude: awesome XD I might take AP Honors English sometime! But nooootttt yet.
So thats it so far!
Complaints about school:
Lunch room has enough seats for about half the people >_>;; I ate on the floor... I was lucky to grab floor space!
I am NEVER taking directions from other students XDD
I hate the mod bell.
Good things:
.... to tired to think. there's a LOT! (I'll right them next time maybe)
Many surprises.
Awesome seniors XD
Cool Juniors
Insane Sophmores.
And of course.
My Crazy Grade.
I thought I'd have tons of shit to tell you but,
I forgot how much I loved them.
ALL of them! Even the guys XD though my homeroom... omg.
Worst combination EVER.
Josh Russo,
Connor Scott,
Austin Scotty,
Ryan,
etc.
IN THE SAME HOMEROOM *takes all the sympathy from friends*
I know I know.
It's hilarious though.
(for those who dont know them... they are by far, the WORST and the FUNNIEST people in my grade, especially when together)
Anyways... Status Time!
Civics Teacher: <33333 He's really nice and awesome, hopefully his class wont be boring!
Civics Intern: XD Wooooo *hugs*
Bio Teacher: Omg you're REALLY nice XD Bake us cookies like the last year's class!!!
English Teacher: =/ Strict. Very. But you seem nice. (not sure)
Geo: Nice XD Strict. Im not sure about you. Though you do have OCD....
Herr Shnieder: >_>;; No Comment yet
Phys ED: AHAHAHAHAHAHA No... *kicks* you creep me out XDD
3D ART (elective): O_O;;; I love you... SOOOO much. We have her last 2 mods of the day, so she lets us eat and drink in her class (banned through out the school) ANNNDDD listen to our mp3 players XD <333333
HomeRoom Dude: awesome XD I might take AP Honors English sometime! But nooootttt yet.
So thats it so far!
Complaints about school:
Lunch room has enough seats for about half the people >_>;; I ate on the floor... I was lucky to grab floor space!
I am NEVER taking directions from other students XDD
I hate the mod bell.
Good things:
.... to tired to think. there's a LOT! (I'll right them next time maybe)
I hope you dance
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Goodbye
goodbye Summer ._.
I'll miss you.
I even procrastinated and waiting until the literally last hour or two of the last day of summer to do my summer homework. And I did it for you!
*huggles summer*
You entertained me well ._.
Now hurry up and come again next year!
HURRY I TELL YOU.
----
Tonight marks :
last day of summer
first day before *gaspeh* high school
the day to become insanely nervous about a new school (I procrastinate with that also)
day 2 of no steven after I learned what happened
first day with my new cell phone \:3/
first day that diddy DIDNT come online...
first day I found out exactly whats wrong with my feet... and that it'll take 5 years at LEAST to fix (._.)
the last day that I dont have work to do
the last day to relax
the last day to be able to talk to my online friends for over 7 hours straight (you'll see me for about 2-3 hours at most a day guys! T_T)
and....
finally....
the last day that I can not be judged to my face.
----
Oh well thats life.
OH! and....
Google sucks XD
I was trying everything to see if I could figure out where steven is XD
and of COURSE
nothing comes even close XD
Sooo~ Google is crossed off my list.
(psssst, Im drawing a picture for you ._.)
and DONT WORRY! I have my sources *cracks knuckles* I'll find it sometime >_>;;
--------
Caution:
Next post will be tomorrow:
All should be warned it will contain the horror of the first day of high school
Duh Duh DUHHHH~.
Time to sketch the drawing some more.
Hopefully I wont die tomorrow....
Love you all.
<3 steven. (tons) *glomp*
<3 Icey for giving me advice! *huggles*
<3 Diddy since he's probably REALLY tired D:
- Lizz ^-^
I'll miss you.
I even procrastinated and waiting until the literally last hour or two of the last day of summer to do my summer homework. And I did it for you!
*huggles summer*
You entertained me well ._.
Now hurry up and come again next year!
HURRY I TELL YOU.
----
Tonight marks :
last day of summer
first day before *gaspeh* high school
the day to become insanely nervous about a new school (I procrastinate with that also)
day 2 of no steven after I learned what happened
first day with my new cell phone \:3/
first day that diddy DIDNT come online...
first day I found out exactly whats wrong with my feet... and that it'll take 5 years at LEAST to fix (._.)
the last day that I dont have work to do
the last day to relax
the last day to be able to talk to my online friends for over 7 hours straight (you'll see me for about 2-3 hours at most a day guys! T_T)
and....
finally....
the last day that I can not be judged to my face.
----
Oh well thats life.
OH! and....
Google sucks XD
I was trying everything to see if I could figure out where steven is XD
and of COURSE
nothing comes even close XD
Sooo~ Google is crossed off my list.
(psssst, Im drawing a picture for you ._.)
and DONT WORRY! I have my sources *cracks knuckles* I'll find it sometime >_>;;
--------
Caution:
Next post will be tomorrow:
All should be warned it will contain the horror of the first day of high school
Duh Duh DUHHHH~.
Time to sketch the drawing some more.
Hopefully I wont die tomorrow....
Love you all.
<3 steven. (tons) *glomp*
<3 Icey for giving me advice! *huggles*
<3 Diddy since he's probably REALLY tired D:
- Lizz ^-^
Monday, August 27, 2007
.: Hope :. // Steven
God ._.
----
2nd Day you werent online: "Gally do you know where steven is?" .... "no...?"
5th Day: "._." <--- (._. describes the amount I was worrying *A HELL OF A LOT*)
6th Day: Gally: Dude... where the hell is he?
(lost track of days...)
August 27th :
Enter Scene: *gally and alex are over and playing xbox at my house*
Gally: btw who's online?
Me: Uhhhh not many people diddy is though!
Gally: zomg diddy! -comes to the computer-
*bing* - Steven has logged in -
Me: o_o -moment of shock- ..... "gally LOOK XD Its steeevveeeennn *hugs computer*"
Gally: o_o "really?"
Me: "Yea! ^^"
Alex: *yells in the background something about getting killed again on the game*
Gally: -goes back over to alex >_>;;-
((This might be a reaaalllyyy long post))
-In the convo-
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:05 PM)
o.o;;
Steven says: (5:10:17 PM)
hey... are you steven's friend lizz?
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:20 PM)
yep o_O
Steven says: (5:10:25 PM)
=\
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:28 PM)
he ok?
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:30 PM)
o.o
Steven says: (5:10:51 PM)
do you have some time? it'll take a bit to explain, he asked me to tell you what happened.
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:58 PM)
yea I have some time ^^
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:04 PM)
and who are you? D:
Steven says: (5:11:12 PM)
alright... might as well introduce myself since i'm sure you're wondering.
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:15 PM)
^^
Steven says: (5:11:19 PM)
heh looks like you asked before i could say ^^;;
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:23 PM)
:P
Steven says: (5:11:48 PM)
i'm his cousin conner, we came down from connecticut when we heard what happened, and he asked me to let you know since he only just woke up.
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:57 PM)
o.o
Steven says: (5:12:14 PM)
(he's been out for a few weeks now, i forget what the condition for his unconsciousness was. i'll tell you later when i ask someone for it)
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:12:35 PM)
oi...
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:12:48 PM)
what happened? ._.
Steven says: (5:12:53 PM)
to cut to the chase, he got hit by a car recently and smashed up his ribcage pretty good
Steven says: (5:13:27 PM)
punctured a lung and did some damage to his brain; nothing life threatening but he was out cold for a while. had his vitals monitored and on a feeding tube
Steven says: (5:13:51 PM)
he's recovering well, his lung is stitched now and he's in a body cast for his abdomen
-----
*currently away from the convo*
Me: -stares at the screen-
Gally: *looks over*... wait.. what happened?
Me: ..... o.o *cant talk*
Gally: -reads-... omg... how the hell did that weirdo get hit be a car?!?!?! ((she meant it with love steven))
Me: . iunno. *reads convo* o_o omg XDDDD
-----
Steven says: (5:14:49 PM)
he told me to tell you "slash k-i-s" for some reason, he's not been able to say much so i couldn't ask him why. o_O
-----
Gally: wait... slash k-i-s? what?
Me: XDDD -wants to hug him-
((end of scene))
heh.
Wow...
I started out depressed today
and now im like..
mortified.
That guy said he wasnt like... fatally hurt x_x
But im still...
iunno.
Shocked...
and confused XD
and really really, concerned.
Btw... whenever you can read this... ._.
I would NEVER get mad at you not being online X_X;;
I was more concerned that something had happened ._.
The dark cloud of gloom is slowly moving over me ._.
*doooom*
omg...
iunno what to say XD
at all XD
except I lurve you steven <3x1million
and I REALLY hope you're okay.
I cant take much more drama.
I learn something about my 2 friends.
They're fighting...
Angela actually LEAVES.
she left.
she really did.
and Steven, after a week or two of worrying...
is really hurt ._.
My friend's biological parent is getting married and her adoptive parents wont let her go to the wedding...
along with some family issues.
my protective shell is not holding up.
and im falling apart...
Along with not being able to talk to you,
I dont even know what I can do ._.
which is like... nothing...
Diddy's hugged me about 20-30 times today... his hug count is up a lot. its a record...
and is making me feel a bit better.
I want my angela ._.
I cant even email her, or call her,
my connections to my online bestest friend have been cut.
It's like she never existed.
my new emo blog (this one)...
Will officially be my blog. my personal blog.
Soon it will be private.
and only the people I let can view it.
I dont want strangers seeing this shit.
*sits down in a corner*
ily steven
/kis
.Over and out.
----
2nd Day you werent online: "Gally do you know where steven is?" .... "no...?"
5th Day: "._." <--- (._. describes the amount I was worrying *A HELL OF A LOT*)
6th Day: Gally: Dude... where the hell is he?
(lost track of days...)
August 27th :
Enter Scene: *gally and alex are over and playing xbox at my house*
Gally: btw who's online?
Me: Uhhhh not many people diddy is though!
Gally: zomg diddy! -comes to the computer-
*bing* - Steven has logged in -
Me: o_o -moment of shock- ..... "gally LOOK XD Its steeevveeeennn *hugs computer*"
Gally: o_o "really?"
Me: "Yea! ^^"
Alex: *yells in the background something about getting killed again on the game*
Gally: -goes back over to alex >_>;;-
((This might be a reaaalllyyy long post))
-In the convo-
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:05 PM)
o.o;;
Steven says: (5:10:17 PM)
hey... are you steven's friend lizz?
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:20 PM)
yep o_O
Steven says: (5:10:25 PM)
=\
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:28 PM)
he ok?
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:30 PM)
o.o
Steven says: (5:10:51 PM)
do you have some time? it'll take a bit to explain, he asked me to tell you what happened.
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:58 PM)
yea I have some time ^^
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:04 PM)
and who are you? D:
Steven says: (5:11:12 PM)
alright... might as well introduce myself since i'm sure you're wondering.
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:15 PM)
^^
Steven says: (5:11:19 PM)
heh looks like you asked before i could say ^^;;
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:23 PM)
:P
Steven says: (5:11:48 PM)
i'm his cousin conner, we came down from connecticut when we heard what happened, and he asked me to let you know since he only just woke up.
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:57 PM)
o.o
Steven says: (5:12:14 PM)
(he's been out for a few weeks now, i forget what the condition for his unconsciousness was. i'll tell you later when i ask someone for it)
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:12:35 PM)
oi...
Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:12:48 PM)
what happened? ._.
Steven says: (5:12:53 PM)
to cut to the chase, he got hit by a car recently and smashed up his ribcage pretty good
Steven says: (5:13:27 PM)
punctured a lung and did some damage to his brain; nothing life threatening but he was out cold for a while. had his vitals monitored and on a feeding tube
Steven says: (5:13:51 PM)
he's recovering well, his lung is stitched now and he's in a body cast for his abdomen
-----
*currently away from the convo*
Me: -stares at the screen-
Gally: *looks over*... wait.. what happened?
Me: ..... o.o *cant talk*
Gally: -reads-... omg... how the hell did that weirdo get hit be a car?!?!?! ((she meant it with love steven))
Me: . iunno. *reads convo* o_o omg XDDDD
-----
Steven says: (5:14:49 PM)
he told me to tell you "slash k-i-s" for some reason, he's not been able to say much so i couldn't ask him why. o_O
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Gally: wait... slash k-i-s? what?
Me: XDDD -wants to hug him-
((end of scene))
heh.
Wow...
I started out depressed today
and now im like..
mortified.
That guy said he wasnt like... fatally hurt x_x
But im still...
iunno.
Shocked...
and confused XD
and really really, concerned.
Btw... whenever you can read this... ._.
I would NEVER get mad at you not being online X_X;;
I was more concerned that something had happened ._.
The dark cloud of gloom is slowly moving over me ._.
*doooom*
omg...
iunno what to say XD
at all XD
except I lurve you steven <3x1million
and I REALLY hope you're okay.
I cant take much more drama.
I learn something about my 2 friends.
They're fighting...
Angela actually LEAVES.
she left.
she really did.
and Steven, after a week or two of worrying...
is really hurt ._.
My friend's biological parent is getting married and her adoptive parents wont let her go to the wedding...
along with some family issues.
my protective shell is not holding up.
and im falling apart...
Along with not being able to talk to you,
I dont even know what I can do ._.
which is like... nothing...
Diddy's hugged me about 20-30 times today... his hug count is up a lot. its a record...
and is making me feel a bit better.
I want my angela ._.
I cant even email her, or call her,
my connections to my online bestest friend have been cut.
It's like she never existed.
my new emo blog (this one)...
Will officially be my blog. my personal blog.
Soon it will be private.
and only the people I let can view it.
I dont want strangers seeing this shit.
*sits down in a corner*
ily steven
/kis
.Over and out.
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