.: Hope :. // Steven

God ._.
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2nd Day you werent online: "Gally do you know where steven is?" .... "no...?"
5th Day: "._." <--- (._. describes the amount I was worrying *A HELL OF A LOT*)
6th Day: Gally: Dude... where the hell is he?
(lost track of days...)

August 27th :
Enter Scene: *gally and alex are over and playing xbox at my house*
Gally: btw who's online?
Me: Uhhhh not many people diddy is though!
Gally: zomg diddy! -comes to the computer-
*bing* - Steven has logged in -
Me: o_o -moment of shock- ..... "gally LOOK XD Its steeevveeeennn *hugs computer*"
Gally: o_o "really?"
Me: "Yea! ^^"
Alex: *yells in the background something about getting killed again on the game*
Gally: -goes back over to alex >_>;;-

((This might be a reaaalllyyy long post))
-In the convo-

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:05 PM)

o.o;;

Steven says: (5:10:17 PM)

hey... are you steven's friend lizz?

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:20 PM)

yep o_O

Steven says: (5:10:25 PM)

=\

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:28 PM)

he ok?

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:30 PM)

o.o

Steven says: (5:10:51 PM)

do you have some time? it'll take a bit to explain, he asked me to tell you what happened.

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:10:58 PM)

yea I have some time ^^

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:04 PM)

and who are you? D:

Steven says: (5:11:12 PM)

alright... might as well introduce myself since i'm sure you're wondering.

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:15 PM)

^^

Steven says: (5:11:19 PM)

heh looks like you asked before i could say ^^;;

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:23 PM)

:P

Steven says: (5:11:48 PM)

i'm his cousin conner, we came down from connecticut when we heard what happened, and he asked me to let you know since he only just woke up.

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:11:57 PM)

o.o

Steven says: (5:12:14 PM)

(he's been out for a few weeks now, i forget what the condition for his unconsciousness was. i'll tell you later when i ask someone for it)

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:12:35 PM)

oi...

Lizz: You dont deserve a funeral. // 157/1000 says: (5:12:48 PM)

what happened? ._.

Steven says: (5:12:53 PM)

to cut to the chase, he got hit by a car recently and smashed up his ribcage pretty good

Steven says: (5:13:27 PM)

punctured a lung and did some damage to his brain; nothing life threatening but he was out cold for a while. had his vitals monitored and on a feeding tube

Steven says: (5:13:51 PM)

he's recovering well, his lung is stitched now and he's in a body cast for his abdomen

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*currently away from the convo*
Me: -stares at the screen-
Gally: *looks over*... wait.. what happened?
Me: ..... o.o *cant talk*
Gally: -reads-... omg... how the hell did that weirdo get hit be a car?!?!?! ((she meant it with love steven))
Me: . iunno. *reads convo* o_o omg XDDDD

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Steven says: (5:14:49 PM)

he told me to tell you "slash k-i-s" for some reason, he's not been able to say much so i couldn't ask him why. o_O

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Gally: wait... slash k-i-s? what?
Me: XDDD -wants to hug him-

((end of scene))

heh.
Wow...
I started out depressed today
and now im like..
mortified.
That guy said he wasnt like... fatally hurt x_x
But im still...
iunno.
Shocked...
and confused XD
and really really, concerned.

Btw... whenever you can read this... ._.
I would NEVER get mad at you not being online X_X;;
I was more concerned that something had happened ._.
The dark cloud of gloom is slowly moving over me ._.
*doooom*
omg...
iunno what to say XD
at all XD
except I lurve you steven <3x1million
and I REALLY hope you're okay.

I cant take much more drama.
I learn something about my 2 friends.
They're fighting...
Angela actually LEAVES.
she left.
she really did.
and Steven, after a week or two of worrying...
is really hurt ._.
My friend's biological parent is getting married and her adoptive parents wont let her go to the wedding...
along with some family issues.

my protective shell is not holding up.
and im falling apart...
Along with not being able to talk to you,
I dont even know what I can do ._.
which is like... nothing...

Diddy's hugged me about 20-30 times today... his hug count is up a lot. its a record...
and is making me feel a bit better.
I want my angela ._.
I cant even email her, or call her,
my connections to my online bestest friend have been cut.
It's like she never existed.

my new emo blog (this one)...
Will officially be my blog. my personal blog.
Soon it will be private.
and only the people I let can view it.
I dont want strangers seeing this shit.

*sits down in a corner*
ily steven
/kis

.Over and out.