It's gotten to the point that I can't even invite my "friends" to my birthday party because they NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ME.
Even when I try and talk to THEM.
Whatever.
The list is now about 3 people who actually talk to me when I talk to them, one of them actually goes out of their way to call me on their own time.
3 People.
Used to be 20.
I've waited 5 years to have a birthday party and I can't even invite the people who used to be my friends. I finally sucked it up and went to facebook and actually check it everyday.
To find nothing really.
Even if I post statuses people never respond or do anything about it. Really it's only Dan or Sara D. that talk to me in the chats and when I used to comment on stuff no one seemed to care.
So apparently even if I make it fucking easy for people to be lazy and just send me an online message, they don't. (To those few of you that do, thank you, Im not ranting about you, just all the other people -_-)
I almost want to just delete all my facebook friends and just add the people that actually fucking talk to me.
Phylicia
Dan
Winny
Sara D.
Krissy
Megan would be there too but I don't ever see her using facebook, maybe her computer is still dead.
Oh and Sara.
I want an answer.
Im not waiting anymore.
Yes or No.
If you pick Yes, I actually expect you to talk to me.
If you pick No, Goodbye.
I'm tired of just waiting and having you act like we're friends but really, I don't think we are.
Actually I know we aren't.
To be honest. I don't think you have a choice anymore.
You couldn't even pick up the phone once and say you wanted to be friends.
Even when I told you that was what I was waiting for.
I gave you months.
I guess I really am not that important.
Lol.
Thanks for screwing with my emotions/mind. You're a genuine bitch. I don't give a shit what's up in your so called horrible life. Your mother loves you, get over it. Stop throwing away everyone that actually cares about you. Your attitude about "my life is worse than anyone else's" is bullshit. So many people have it worse off than you, open your eyes and stop throwing a pity party.
Or maybe you should just keep throwing everything away.
It'll all come back to bite you in the ass and maybe then you'll finally figure it out.
I tried to help you but look what I got, a few months of feeling like a worthless piece of shit that can't even keep a "friend". That'll probably turn into a few years of feeling like worthless shit.
Who knows.
After all my friends were deserting me apparently it didn't matter if you did too.
You were so caught up in your own "horrible" life, you couldn't seem to care or notice if I was going through anything too.
And you made it worse.
That is why you're a genuine bitch.
