.JingleBomb.

Guh.

I don't know how you, YOU, can make me feel like a piece of trash that doesn't matter.

You get under my skin in ways I can't understand.

You don't seem to ever fucking CARE that something you're doing might be annoying me, hurting me, or upsetting me.
You don't ever acknowledge it.

You don't pick up on the hints.


You make me feel invisible, worthless, and just basically like a piece of shit that doesn't matter.


I notice when stuff I do annoys you. Which seems to be fucking often. So I ton it down and stop.

You don't seem to notice that.

Im tired of stepping on land mines. And Im tired of feeling like everything is my fucking fault.
If it's something I did, fucking tell me. Stop playing these asshole games.

I don't have time to feel like shit and beat myself up over it.

Yet I am anyways. I guess that's my biggest flaw. I actually fucking care about people.


Funny thing is, I bet you don't even realize you've upset me.

And if you have realized it, I know you won't ever acknowledge it.


Im tired of dealing with this.