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Friday, August 10, 2007

Creepy Resemblance

Well...
I feel bad, I forgot to add (in my friends list) possibly my bestest guy friend.
Micheal, I REALLY miss you man ._.
A lot. I cant believe what you look like now when you sent that new picture. o_o
Oh,
and, I love you Bear ._. Rest In Peace.
And since you probably will never see this blog, lemme write what i've been thinking the past few years.
I really hate how I can never bring myself to write to you. It's awkward calling and always has been. Though recently I did send a letter and we started talking again with e-mail. Which was a lot of fun let me tell you. But somehow, that kind of dropped. You are one of the only friends I remember. Besides Hannah, which, well... I havent talked to her at all but I still remember her.
The hardest thing about moving was my parents gave me maybe a week or two of warning.
I left when I had just made a friend with a girl that I think has a good chance of commiting suicide unless her life improved. I didnt even get to tell her I was leaving which still haunts me. I got maybe a few days to tell you, not a good goodbye. and Hannah I think knew first. but we were fine saying goodbye. The year after I left, on christmas, you sent a picture frame with your picture :3 thank you. You have no idea what that meant. I kept it in my room facing my bed, and whenever I looked at the little ginger bread house I would remember all of my friends and family back there. Unfortunatly, once I dropped contact with all of them it would remind me... and that really annoyed me until I wrote to you. Anyways.
Your recent picture?
It looks, like a little bit of a younger version of a senior in my drum line. You guys could be twins, NO JOKE, same hair, same facial structure. ETC. Hence the title, "Creepy Resemblance".
Thought this may sound all mushy and sht, its not.
There are some friends that drift away,
Some that move,
Some that are forgotten,
and some that are fair weathered.
You're none of those, and perhaps one of my only true friends :3
(though, right now gally is meh bestest girl friend and a true friend)
When I think of where I used to live I think of you and your sister, you wonderful dog bear (who unfortunatly passed away a little bit ago) your very nice mother and your awesome dad.
And a memory I'll never forget?
When I re-visited you, we went to the park right by your house, and I saw Ryan again...
Ah yes, I remember exactly how he ran away. That was hilarious. Actually maybe he biked away...
Oh well ;3

Signing Off:
Lizz~

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