*sigh* No one =/

Im sad.
I dont think anyone will ever actually understand me XD
The person that will always be closest,
is my brother.
^.^

And no one can beat that. Because no matter what you do, you will NEVER know me as long as he has.

But I wonder,
can someone actually understand me?
Is there really someone that I can just say ANYTHING to,
and they understand what I mean.
And what I really mean...
not just what im saying.
I really want someone...
that I dont have to have my shell up around.

I love my friends.
and my family.

But I dont think,
that anyone will ever know me as well
as I know myself.
I just hope someone comes close.
And that they never go away.

I guess Im kind of interesting.
I love figuring out how things affect people.
And Im very good at knowing what people are feeling
even before THEY know.
I can easily guess what people are talking about,
or if they have something to say.
Im at least observant that way.

Then here I am...
No ones seemed to guess correctly yet.
And until that comes,
I guess I'll be watching how other people think.
And learning more.

Want a hint?
my dream~
Is to find someone,
where I can just sit in his lap,
in silence,
and he understands.
*claps for myself*
go me for impossible dreams;;;
I've yet to see ANYONE with that.
or anyone married to that.
or anyone who has come across that.

So maybe I should keep my expectations down.
And let people shine through their personalities.
Or how they think,
Or maybe,
just even if their nice.

On the note of guys >___>;;

TO ALL OF YOU:
you should NEVER, let a relationship end so badly, that you give up.
Give up in ever, looking again.
there is someone for you you just gotta look.
denial is not bad, its a learning experience.
getting hurt is part of life, get back up...
ask someone you like, you never know :3
unless the girl is a jackass, she wont mind guys asking. So just try XD
Nothing annoys us more than someone who is an "50/50" guy.
As an example,
A guy that asks a girl to all the dances, and even talks about her as a gf XD
Make up your mind,
Make it official, or say its better to be friends.
Another thing, many girls wont go out with a friend.
We value our friendships to much to put them at risk with a relationship.

Heh... and this comes from me -.- run away now and dont take that advice since I have NO idea if it'll work for you. But it IS just common sense. you just have to take the time to realize it.

To the girls:
ALL OF YOU >_>:

Some of you are annoying me...
IT'S NOT THE FUCKING END OF THE WORLD IF YOU DONT GET ASKED TO THE DANCE.
god damn it.
GO. WITH. FRIENDS. (its a lot of fun, ^^;;)
Some Advice:
1. Not having a bf is not the end of the world, it just means those morons havent wisened up and asked the wonderful person you are.
2. Do NOT get caught up in break on break off relationships. It's not worth it.
3. If your friend does not approve of who you are dating, ask them for a reason and evidence. And be wise enough to know when they are right.
4. Please dont let other's influence who you date. (you guys know what im talking about >_>;;)

^.^ And some hopes for you also~
(you'll know who you are)
- I hope your problems get sorted out. And that you dont care what others think.
- I hope he finally realizes, that you can be more than a friend, and that you WONT give up.
- I hope you find out exactly what you should do ^.^ and I hope he likes you too.
- I hope that this guy is right for you :3 you've been together for a Loonnnggg time <3
- I hope that your relationship ends happily and never ruins the friendship you guys have.
- I hope you find someone that can truly understand you (for everyone of you <3)
and finally
I hope that whether you're a guy or girl,
That you can find someone to appreciate ^.^

I love all of you :P
And this post came from the multiple problems at school,
the drama in life,
and the hopes that everyone has,
but no one wants to speak up and say them.