Closure

I created a video.
Found some old video recordings of me and an old friend whom you all know,
And it made me kind of sad at first, kinda like having your memories hit you in the face.
But after spending 5 hours on editing and putting it together,
I can now watch it with a smile, and laugh.

Because, these memories were fucking hilarious.

So in a way I guess this is closure eh?
A small step in the long process.

and as Ash once said to me:
"The pain won't ever go away, you'll just learn how to live around it more and more."

So I'm making steps.
I've found someone who has gone through almost exactly what I have. [Ash]
And I can talk to her about anything.

I've also found an awesome person, who I can also talk to about almost everything. [Sara]
And I really hope my friendship with her will grow even more, because honestly...
she's a fucking awesome person, and makes me laugh more then ANYONE ever has.

So Im walking slowly along the road, tripping a few times, but also getting a lot stronger then I ever have.

In a way I guess it's good I've experienced this. I would give anything to go back and have this never happen, but also it has helped me. Gathering these experiences in life, will hopefully help me get to my goal of being able to talk one on one with a person and help them through theirs. Life is all about passing on information, and watching as the information you have... changes and grows.