Apparently it's not worth it.

yet to find someone I can actually talk to.
Phylicia doesnt really work now sadly. I dont think she's interested in hearing my pathetic problems =(
Sara - Obviously cant keep my fcking life a SECRET.
Gabe - ass.
Winny - well.... you cant really rant to her D:
Krissy - close ;o
Alex - she over reacts... but otherwise...

Well whatever =/
I'm learning this year that maybe coming out of a shell ISNT good. People know more about you, causing you to be a possible subject to pain or backstabbing. The more people know, the more they're okay with talking about you.

I'm kinda pissed right now.
Gabe and Sara, REALLY, pissed me off.
Mostly Gabe...

There. is. one. thing. I. always. follow.
I do NOT intrude in other people's business, unless it has intruded upon me. (meaning if it's affecting my life or possibly threatening another life)
There's a thin line between that.
Do I talk about people behind their backs?
No.
Am I always perfect?
No.
Do I join in on bashing?
No.
Do I stick up for that person?
No. Not usually.

Why?
Sticking up for the person usually involves myself into their life. I'd rather keep myself separate depending on the case. May seem bitchy but that's how I am.

WARNING: RANT COMING

People, judge by first reaction. I tell someone about what Im interested in becoming (job wise) which I NEVER talk about, and that person immediatly makes a rash judgement.
They earn no respect.

Second thing that happened today was my friend apparently spilling something she THOUGH I was feeling towards a guy.
O_o lovely.
I dont think I would have minded as much if it were true.
But, it isnt. =( sadly.
I've turned my emotions towards others off a while ago. So guys wont effect me.
It's not worth it, especially in High school.

I'm just pissed off that this guy made some kind of judgement on me even if he didnt realize it. If that's not what he intended, well kinda sucks to be him... it's what I noticed. (I may be wrong...)
I'm sorry for what I've said above, if it's insulted or harmed someone.
But I'm in a weird mood again.

You've succeeded in pushing me back to my prior state, which personally... I like O_o;;

Instead of being caring and persistant.

I think I'll be the real Lizz.
I dont give a fck about drama, dont include me.
I DO care for people, but I dont involve myself as much.
And Worst thing about my true self:
I find all people incompetent and stupid to be honest.

I'd have to say the closest 2 people have been to NOT being like the rest, is Krissy and Diddy.
I love them <3

I've really starting to hate this post, but I should post it anyways. I'll write another right after.