Friends 2.0

Okay well.
This summer has shown me a lot, I've noticed that friends dont talk to me, and I dont talk to them. So Im a bit at fault also. But Im sick of it being like it was at Bethlehem, where EVERYTHING was set up by me, and Ialways called the person. So I adopted the same rule that's going to doom me some day. "If THEY care, they'll talk first." It keeps you from getting hurt. Well not really, it became a habit and led me into seclusion and backfired. Kinda like my relationship situation. "If THEY care they'll talk first." Bull shit, apparently guys are more shy than I give them credit for, that or Im just really not that interesting to the male gender. I figured that instead of possibly reliving what happened on my first ever date (where I only went because he was the first guy to ask me) if THEY ask, I'll judge by whether I like them or not. I dont want some guy playing with my emotions just because I asked him. Whatever I've given up on the male gender, I'm practically asexual. The only guy that's positively awesome and funny doesn't even live near me. But back to my friend situation, Im going to be a little bitch here and say yea maybe I don't have many friends. It's ironic that PHYLICIA has been acting more like a friend than a lot of you *sigh*. I dont mean that to be a jerk to Phylicia, I just mean that with all that's happened it's surprising and awesome. An imaginary cookie to FiFi! (does that mean we're friends again? D:) And I know I'm a fucking hypocrite, I don't call you guys either. Who's been in bed sick for practically the entire summer? Wow. Didn't know that? oops. Your fault I guess. If you'd call in my condition please pray tell, I'd love to hear how you'd do it. Sorry for the bitch tone, I wont say you don't deserve it, but I'm in a major stressed mood. If you had called me or talked to me recently you would know why. La Di Da.
I was gonna write here something about Gabe possibly moving, but I'm afraid I'll go ahead and flame him too for no reason so I'll just say that I'll miss him if he does.
Plus if no one remembers my birthday (which I know I told a lot of you about *as a test cough cough*) Imma be kinda... well iunno. It'll just help me make my decision (coming up in rant of "School 2.0")

Thanks to:
Phylicia: for talking and being awesome and sending me Gintama even though it wont work *cries*
Sara: Being just plain AWESOME XD I needa invite you ovveeerrr again!
Krissy: CALLING MEH and having a fat war o_o
Diddy: Cheering me up
Ash: .... do I need to say more? DDDD; <3 (Imma call and rant sometime -sigh-)