School 2.0

Background Info:
This year, I had the school tell me maybe I should be home schooled. I refused because I was afraid that would make me isolated or lose my friends, that or make me grow away from my friends slash make them forget me. My mother agreed that at the time, it probably wouldn't be good for my social life.


Today:
I went to summer gym today and was reminded about how idiotic my classmates and teachers are and how they don't CARE or understand. I told a gym teacher I needed to stop, I had a headache and she told me to keep on going. I was ready to drop kick her in the face. Plus my classmates try giving me fake sympathy or stares when they learn I'm still completing classes or still sick. Some even moved away from me. I don't want to put up with that, I'm not some flunky or a contagious freak.


The Point:
After I thought a LOT about my friends, and how I'm ALREADY isolated... how you guys SAY you care (Im sure you do) but don't act on it, how I'm ALREADY dead relationship wise. I have NOTHING to lose. The only thing holding me back was Krissy, Sara and Gabe. I won't see Krissy in school anymore, plus she already calls me and we meet... Gabe might be moving, plus I won't see him in school anyways. The only MAJOR thing holding me back is Sara and I still don't know what to do about that.

Bottom Line:
I'm seriously considering being home-schooled. I've spent the past YEARS being so pissed at my friends, pissed at myself, pissed at my body.. everything about my life, that I dont want to go over the deep end (I know I wont xD, but I don't need any help) Plus with homeschooling I could finally try to start getting better without being majorly stressed, work at my own pace... and all of the above.

The End Conclusion:
I'll Submit a post called "The News" which will tell if I decide to or not. I haven't yet even told my mother I've considered this again. And before you all go "YAY IT WON'T HAPPEN", My mom was FOR me being homeschooled, and she offered to homeschool me herself, so if I was willing to go for it... most likely my mom will agree with me.